I say “tackle” fully cognizant of its implications. For a book like this, one should prepare. Stockpile food and water, coffee (my god, yes, coffee!) and tell friends you’re going on a long trip and to maybe take care of your pets for you. One should be prepared to leave one’s life by way of the page and cut what ties are possible, because it will be a journey. This is not “light reading.”
November 2 I’ve been cordially invited to join the visceral realists. I accepted, of course. There was no initiation ceremony. It was better that way.
So it begins. Might as well say he had been invited to join Life. It’s rare that anyone is “cordially invited” to do so, although there are many opportunities along the course of our living to join at a more engaged level. Too many people pass these opportunities by, either because they do not recognize them or because they do and would rather not.
November 3 I’m not really sure what visceral realism is.
Of course not. He goes on to say he’s only 17. How many of us ever know so early what life is? But Bolaño sets out to show us.
He never explains it. He simply takes us through a long journey, immersing us in the viscera of other lives who are all desperately trying to be real. None of these people know what they’re doing, what they’re after, what they hope to get out of whatever it is they’ve gotten into. But they go, and that’s the entire point of the several hundred pages of what amounts to a hero’s quest for the internally tangible.
Most of them fail.
They try to find it in art, doing radical experimental poetry, through sex, having affairs that, while not exactly forbidden, are at least not likely to be fulfilling, through violence, through alcohol, through fleeing their country, through poverty and work and opportunistic spiritual muggings. They are purposeful while lacking a purpose, at least beyond short term stand-ins for purpose. They hurt, get hurt, love, suffer, burn out, and none of them end up where they began, although there seems to be a return.
One character is named Ulises and this is not capricious. If anything, Savage Detectives is a recapitulation of The Odyssey. Years of travel to find home. But, like Odysseus, they come back, some of them, to find home has left as well. You get the sense that one or two of them finally understand that home is something you carry with you, not a geographic location, but it’s hard to tell because the mysteries they strive to uncover and reveal mutate in the hard light of day. Just about the time you see them find something and say “That’s it! That’s the thing!” it’s gone, slipping away with serpentine grace and telec perversity.
You come back from your own journey, having stayed true to the quest, and feel…reworked. You’ve been through living and followed the clues to answers that have only the suggestion of questions. For some, it might feel like a cheat. In that regard, Savage Detectives is kin to novels like Gravity’s Rainbow, The Sunlight Dialogues, and, yes, Ulysses.
But I suspect it really had more in common with Somerset Maugham’s The Razor’s Edge. Bolaño seems to have fractured the character of Larry in several pieces and sent them all on the same kind of quest, to find Meaning, only to have it all turn pointless on them. Larry expresses the realization in himself that he had gone about it backwards when he admits that he thought Sophie would be his reward for having lived a good life. (Sophie, sofia, wisdom, and in a way, Larry achieved it, but Bolaño has a darker view.) It’s the living that’s the reward and we ignore that at our peril.
Of course, living can be a punishment as well, and it may be that you can’t have one without the other.
I still have 2666 there, waiting. Daring me. I have some vacation time coming…